Muddied Tears, Adultery and Jesus Christ...

The anger that flashed in her eyes was like a lightning bolt as she stood there ashamed and humiliated, accused of being caught in adultery. She recognized her accusers as previous customers of her trade but was silent as to not be slapped in the face had she spoken. The anger was quickly replaced by a growing fear in the pit of her stomach as she knew what her judgment would be, death by stoning.


She had been dragged out of her home and was now on her knees before this crowd that had gathered. She knew all to well that it meant her time on this earth was about up. She tried to recognize the pain that she would soon experience as the stones would be thrown by her accusers was soon to be all too real. First, they would throw the stones to try to break her legs and her arms saving her head for last so she would feel every little pebble of pain for her sins. A sin that was so great that it was only punishable by death even if death came by the hands of those who had participated in her willing or unwilling sinfulness. They knew her.



She was a throw-away, something to be used and discarded as they had done so many times before only this was too be her last time. The crowd parted, as they half-dragged her, pushing her and shoved her to ground before a man who was sitting, to whom she had only seen from a distance before.

They, her accusers, said to the sitting man, "this woman was taken in adultery, in the act of adultery" and she felt that the sting of her past beginning to strike her heart and her very soul and something seemed to break in her. There was something different though about this man they had brought her to. She didn't feel the lustful gaze as she had from her accusers before. She didn't feel the evil desire and the urge to punish herself by sacrificing her body as she had done in times past because there was something so pure about this man. And while her accusers were awaiting his answers she felt the weight of her sins upon her soul and it dragged her to the earth because she knew that before death would come and she desperately needed to make things right with her God.

And as she lay there, her face to the hard, rocky ground covered by the mud of her tears as she heard them say "Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou?" as she awaited the impact of the first stone. She was feeling that is what she deserved and even though the pain would be too much to bear, she felt death would release her from the pain inflicted on herself, and by others.

She was weeping now, her tears coming from years of abuse and blackened eyes that she had thought dried up long ago. She felt the man stand and strangely he kneeled down near her head and thru her weakness she raised her head up enough to see this pure man's finger begin to write upon the ground in the pool of her tears, as her accusers begin to grow impatient and louder in their accusations they were suddenly quieted as he spoke.

She had never heard a man speak so quietly and yet with so much authority. She laying there had never felt, in the presence of a man, what she felt coming from this man. It was if her entire past had been poured out of her, and she felt a pureness and innocence she had not felt in a long time come into her soul.
She hadn't felt like this since her mother would take her to the temple to pray as a child.

The man stood up and said,” Let he who is without sin, cast the first stone" and she tensed but didn't feel as had before. She was in the presence of someone who was greater than anybody she had known before. Maybe he was a king or a prince but even greater than that she felt clean and pure and no king or prince on this earth could have ever done that for her...


She felt the man kneel by her again and continue writing in her pooled tears, his finger dirty with tears and sand. And she lie there for what seemed her entire lifetime but different inside, and she felt the man stand and say to her, "Woman, where are thine accusers, has no man condemned thee?"

And from somewhere deep inside her soul a light begin to shine, and she trembling stood before her Lord, and said "No"....and these words would carry her the rest of her life when He said, "Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more."

In life there will always be those who are ready to point our faults and failures out,but there is only One who can forgive us our sins. When we look at our life and sins we have commited or the sin that may have been forced upon us, I would never want my name or my sins written in the sand or have the rock in my hand. I would rather be the one at his feet finding forgiveness, I would rather be the standing in the need of prayer.

The truth is that everyone has sinned and come short of the Glory of God...

It's not our responsibility to identify the sinner but it is our responsibility to find forgiveness for ourselves in Him and it is our responsibility to tell others about the forgiveness we have found in Him...

One Woman said.."Come and See a Man"....He is the Light of this World...

John 8
12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life

Just a thought...

Atheism, Planetary System and God...

My son was in conversation with a fourteen year old "Atheist" at
school a day or so ago and was told God didn't exist.

To which Matt replied out of the entire planetary system we live in
why was there only one planet with life on it?

Why was there only one planet with the right gravitational law to support
the life that lived on it?

Why is there only one planet where there are mountains, streams, and oceans and the Moon which makes waters change?



And I thought his response to the acclaimed young Atheist was simple and intriguing.

And then I realized a truth about those who profess "Atheism" since there is not a value of absolutes to support it. Atheism is a belief that really doesn't exist itself, which is exactly what they usually accuse Christianity of. It might be applied or proclaimed but there is nothing to support it. Science can't support it when it comes to absolutes because there is no value in theory only opinion. It is actually a faith in its own right. Interesting enough, those that apply it to themselves are usually against the word Faith. The past transgressions of men, the misplaced beliefs and crimes of humanity, the Atheist' mantra of "How can God allow?" is always at the forefront of their argument. To even say "How Can God" is a confession of belief...

Recently in a facebook conversation a young man was accusing God of killing innocents, being used to wage wars, and so on...and I found it somewhat humorous and ironic that the young man who was so convinced in his thoughts against God, was a member in the United States Military who excutes judgement also...

In another conversation with a man who had once professed atheism, said the deeper he studied scientific evidence there could be NO other explanation than that God really existed. He came back to God and found his true Faith...

It may be that "Atheism" is just another way for humans to buck the system of core absolutes. And like the Nat that bugs the horse it is just a way for some people to find a reason to be a societal abnormality in which some find comfort because religion or life hasn't worked out for them.

The secrets most come to realize is that Religion never works out for anybody and life no matter how much one has or does not have won't bring true satisfaction to the soul...

But God has always supplied what religion and life can not through a real relationship with him.
A Faith in God, born out struggle into fulfillment, will satisfy the hungry soul, bring relief to the repressed, and freedom to the enslaved...

The circumstances of our lives may not always change and while men or goverments may control the body... only God can bring freedom to the soul...



Thought for the Day... Kudos' to Matt!!!

The File that Reminded Me of Life...

I was organizing my desktop at my office today and moving files around, creating work folders and just making things happen. I was upbeat, on top of my game, taking the bull by the horns and then I went to move an excel file and it said I couldn't do it.

The FILE was in use by another program and couldn't be moved. It slowed my progress down. I had to open, save, save as, close to be able to move it. I then went on to my next task and BAM!!!

"The Excel File is being used by another program and CANNOT be moved" and it struck how often we move thru life expecting that we can just Change things without allowing our past to be closed.

We try to manipulate change, often at our own expense of hurt, shame, or pain trying to rewrite things into great folder of life so we don't have to see them when all we are really doing it hiding them among other files.

I learned today I can't even change the name of a file when it's opened and being used by another program. How many of us has tried to change the name of our past just to be able to tuck it away so we can't remember what it used to be. I have...

But in my folly of trying to organize my files I realized two truths...

The First Truth;
One File can't be used, manipulated or renamed when it's being used by two different programs...

The Second Truth;
I realized that there are only TWO programmers that work on this earth...

Myself or God...

And if I am the file He wants to use then He can't change, rewrite or rename if I have it opened in my own program, for my own purposes, for my own ways...and if I try to change it, it rewrites itself because it won't recognize my
program and then it's lost...

But I want GOD to be the Programmer, File Creator, File Renamer' and File Deleter in my Folder of Life...I want Him to write my future...Write the Changes that need to be made... and Delete out of my life those things that will block my future in Him...

We are made in His Image...and Formed by His Hands... Let's stay with the Original Programmer...

Anyways...That's my thought for the day...

Welcome Back to me...

Wow...I haven't visited here in awhile.....

I recvd an email a few days ago and it brought me back here...

Give me a few days much has happened and I will share..

God Bless...
Randy

Circumstances...Everybody has them....

The Circumstance is a condition or a fact. It is one event determining another. How many times do you use the word circumstance? The facts or circumstances surrounding the situation led to the final conclusion. Something happened that could have been avoided had the circumstances been different. So many times we use circumstance to provide a basis of conclusions for many things that happen to us but can we really change the outcome?

Circumstance and choice seem to be related to one another. Many times our choices define our circumstances which in turn direct the outcome of our situation. There are moments when we look backwards in time to realize that had our choice's been different the circumstances surrounding us would probably be to our benefit rather than to our demise. The Apostle Paul said "Oh wretched or miserable man that I am" after writing that there is at times a war within our mind and while we want to be free from it there is only one answer available that can deliver us from ourselves which is Jesus Christ.

The fulfillment of the circumstances surrounding the Life of Christ were well laid out before He came to this World and they received Him not. The choice to reject Him as their predecessors had done was to thrust themselves into a labyrinth of circumstances that cost a entire race of people millions while also bringing life to millions at the same time. The choices we make will always give birth circumstances that will only grow with time.

We may not be able to change the circumstance but we can make the right choice.

Take some time today to review some choice's you are making, count the cost and see if the sum is worth the circumstance.

Just a thought...

A Reason...

The life is empty of love and void of living. The eyes are empty spaces of documented failure and the brain is storing all of the files of the past. The pain is undeniable and the tears are always real. The footsteps are hollow echoes in the halls of shame and everywhere the eyes look there is the mirrored image of the same failures and defeats sickly smiling back.

The scars are massed on the heart and it is void of feeling because it can’t be touched. The soul is a dark chamber of secrets and the door is sealed shut with rusty nails beaten down by the hammer of life.

“Who has a reason to love the unloved anymore?” is the question I am faced with when I look into the face of the damned and here myself answer “I do”

My reason for loving is not an impure thought or motive but the desire to see the light glisten in the eye. The spring of the step that knows that the path of hope is well lit. The reason I can love is because despair did not win my soul with deceit or the bitter taste of life. It was the sweetness of Grace and Mercy that dried my tears and pealed the layers of scars off my heart until His Blood flowed into my life and filled me with a reason.

Just a thought...

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